It's like a good breakup with a bad boyfriend

i feel like i finally have space again. the screenprinting stuff is finally out of my room. I got frustrated and threw it all away. just kidding! It's actually in darkroom behind my house. I'm renting it. It feels like a new turning-point in my life. like "new leaf" so to speak or a new whole tree rather. and one with SPACIOUS spacious cabinets and light blocking doors and wonderful wonderful blacklight-ly reminiscent uv exposure unit.. oh wait that's mine. When i got the key for it, i felt happier than the day i found out i got into ucla. which is strange, because it's only a room, with a sink.
I've messed up on every screen so far. well except one, but even that one counts as a mess-up, as i'm using a 300-count mesh, for what could definitley be done with 110 or less (which doesent exist) (i think.) i put emulsion on them and then sprayed water droplets all over the drying screens. i forgot to get the chemical to spray on transparencies to make them legible once screenprinted. i'm off to a gas station to use their pressure washer to somehow try to salvage this mess i'm in, with a deadline.